{"product_id":"ok-god-this-mountain-is-too-big-to-move-finding-hope-after-my-sons-suicide","title":"OK God, This Mountain Is Too Big To Move: Finding Hope After My Son's Suicide","description":"How to find hope after a tragedy is unimaginable until you are forced to do exactly that! The heartbreak of losing a child to suicide is hard enough. Watching his child grieve over losing his father and best buddy. Knowing his little baby girl will never know her fathers love and who he really was. Watching the grandparents and family in disbelief and agony over this terrible loss only adds to the pain I must endure.\nTrying to make sense of it, wanting to understand what he was thinking in one of the most fragile times in his little family's life is impossible! Many thoughts go through your head as you watch his young and now widowed wife sat in shock and disbelief. Seeing grown young men crying over the loss of their dear friend they had know for so many years as they grew from boys to men.\n\nThis short story is about the my struggles as a mother who wanted a child so badly, to only lose him to suicide years later. This is a story of hope after the loss and how I became stronger and more determined to live a happy life.\n\nToo many families end up divided and never whole again over the death of a child. The pain is so deep that many cannot deal with it in a rational way. This is when you need to cling to each other the most! There is a season for the mourning and their is a season to heal. I share my story in hopes you will allow yourself to began your healing.\n\nThere is also a message to those who have may had the thoughts of suicide to cross their minds. There is hope and you can avoid this tragedy. There is hope that you can mentally and emotionally heal again. There is hope that your future can be full of joy and purpose! Suicide is final decision that can not be reversed! Nothing or no one is worth taking your life! One day can change everything! Tomorrow could be a whole new meaning to your future. Don't steal your opportunity for an amazing life.\n\nSuicide leaves pain, guilt and unanswered questions. Never leave a loved one with those questions and guilt if you truly love them! My prayer is that this book will bring hope and strength to those who are trying to find a way to survive their loss. I pray this book with give understanding and hope to those who are struggling to stay here on this earth. My prayer is that this horrible loss I endured will somehow save others from knowing the heartbreak of losing their child or loved one to suicide.\n\nMy loss has taken me on a path I never planned to take. My loss can be someone else's victory. I share this to honor my son and I thank those who helped me get through the most difficult time in my life. This journey has taken me to a place where I now help others and I know I have found my purpose.\n\nThis is in Loving Memory Of My Son, Scotty\u003cbr\u003eASIN: B0B1S58F6V\u003cbr\u003eVSKU: RDV.B0B1S58F6V.G\u003cbr\u003eCondition: Good\u003cbr\u003eAuthor\/Artist:Hardeman, Sherri\u003cbr\u003eBinding: Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eNote:\u003c\/b\u003e Any images shown are stock photographs and product may differ from what is shown.  \u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eCondition Notes\u003c\/b\u003e: This book is in good condition with very minimal damage. Pages may have minimal notes or highlighting. Cover image on the book may vary from photo. Ships out quickly in a secure plastic mailer.  \u003cbr\u003e","brand":"Reliant Bookstore","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":44969984622769,"sku":"RDV.B0B1S58F6V.G","price":8.5,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0544\/8872\/7729\/files\/B0B1S58F6V-0.jpg?v=1741982089","url":"https:\/\/www.reliantbookstore.com\/products\/ok-god-this-mountain-is-too-big-to-move-finding-hope-after-my-sons-suicide","provider":"Reliant Bookstore","version":"1.0","type":"link"}